Your every grunting as you gasp for your last few breaths was heartbreaking for me. It must be very hard for Jehovah to see Jesus in distress to the point that he asked for the cup to be removed from him (Luke 22:42,43). I felt helpless and useless, not able to help you. Every gasp you took with the accompanying grunts was like you asking me(dad)to help you to live, but I was not able to help you (Psalms 49:7). I love you my dear daughter Jessica Omotayo and I look forward to the time when we are reunited with you in perfect health.